I've discovered a lot of things, lately.

One, and most importantly, for this has affected everything else,

I am in love.
I am love with life.

I am in love with what my life could, should, and will be.
I think I'm finally finding the confidence I've been searching for all my life.
And it's wonderful.

Therefore, to ease the restrictions I have placed upon myself, I am starting anew. I will let go of old, bad habits, and work to learn better ones. To do this, I must start to let go of my past, so that I may have my hands free to grip the future.

I want to thank everyone for their support. The people I admire, the people I don't.
I really couldn't have found this by myself.

It won't be easy, but now I'm looking forward to that. To test myself, to challenge myself, to see if I have the strength. With every little victory, those challenges are easier to confront.

As a complicated person, I have found joy and rest in simple things. Things like jazz, a cup of tea, a few passages from a favorite book. It's when I try to cram my life full of things that I start failing. The internet is one of these things, though I know I can't get away from it. I'm not going to try. I'll just be taking a different approach. I won't worry about how good my sketches are anymore; I'll post them anyway. So by concentrating on my goal, I believe that I can start defeating what hinders me.

I never thought I'd do this, but it just seemed so right. The name devilsfinale I still like, but it is no longer me. It has too many memories, too many old obligations. I won't bother moving my gallery; that's a lot of pictures and I'm lazy, so maybe just a few favorites. Now I can concentrate on more sketches and portraits instead of only posting my best. You don't have to rewatch me... all I do is sit here and write emotional journals, anyway, but I do promise to upload more art.



Sorry to drag you all along with my self discovery. You have been wonderful.